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[this shit was posted Monday, July 12th @ 09;07p] ___020603 new journal. add it. or die. 3 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

summer of 69. [this shit was posted Tuesday, July 6th @ 04;14a] it's 4:14 in the fookin morning. i went to sleep at 2:09 lol James and yeah I got up at 2:21 cus i was having trouble sleeping & so i worked on my journal. i jsut screwed around with it becus im getting a new one anyway. but yeah im so smart now:-). im the best journal maker in michigan. okay maybe not but hey. maybe ill go to bed now. 11 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

[this shit was posted Tuesday, July 6th @ 03;42a] fucking genius 1 It doesn't happen that often but it's happening right now.

TAKE IT, or die a horrible death. [this shit was posted Monday, July 5th @ 11;23p] What Would You Do If I cried: I asked you to help: I was becoming suicidal: I killed myself: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: What Do You Think About My Personality: Taste: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Mannerisms: Family: Would You Be my friend: Be my gf/bf: Tell me the truth, no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Take a bullet for me: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: dood, im insecure. love me bitch. 9 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

[this shit was posted Monday, July 5th @ 08;25p] like my fucking user picture? ilouveit it's happening right now.

we're not gonna take it. no we aint gonna take it. [this shit was posted Monday, July 5th @ 05;36p] much fun and heartbreak man. FRIDAY!! The dad picked us up at like 5:30 or 6. We drove up to the house. We watched some movies and went to sleep. I watched law&order and on it someone killed their 1 month old daughher because she had a bad disease where she would die a horrible death. at first i was like BITCH WHAT?! but then i thought and iw as like man id kill my kid too. me n james discussed my ways :-x. I called him and he didn't answer. Yeah that night I talked to Joe and stuff and we talked and he made me emo and i cried and it was gay but then i was like fuck it. After I hung up Alli kept telling me weird ways people were murdered and she scared me! She got scared too, so we turned on the light outside her bedroom and we both slept on the floor. Hah, crybabys rock. SATURDAY!! The nicole woke me and alli up at like 9 in the am. Yeah gay shyt. We showered and shyt and left for up north. It was so sexxily hott when we got there. Me & Alli changed into our sexxxxy bikinis and were like whoo! Yeah we tanned for like an hour because the fucking wave runner was broke and my dad was trying to fix it. Then a really fat guy randomly rode his little moped past our cottage and said he knew how to fix it. So he did. I was like yayyy I'd molest you but that would be sick! Yeah, then we all went to Oak Beach to launch it. The water there was sooo nastily mucky. LyKe FUCKING whoah! yeah then I went back to the cottage and rode the waverunner and swam like all day. That night me, aunt dee, gma, al, adi, my cuz courtney and her hubby Whit had a bonfire. It was soooo much fun. our neighbors had fireworks that were FRICKEN RAD! They had them till like 11 then me, courtney, whit, and my sisters + nicole talked at the fire about our FUCKED UP MOLESTOR GRANDPA and our DICKHEAD FUCKING FATHER adn the rest of the PATHETIC FUCKING SCHWENINGER FAMILY. Yeah we rock. We were up there till four. then i kinda umm... snuck out after that:-x. hah. I slept till two the next day. SUNDAY!! Whit scared the shyt out of me at 2 and woke me up. He's like WAKEEE UPPPPPP! and i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and i jumped out of bed. Yeah it was shytty outside so we all went put putting. then at putt putt it rained then became sunny like 230992803 times. I saw Kayla Aldridge there. She's a slut. Yeah I beat my dad at it, but he thinks he beat me. WELL FUCK THAT ASSHOLE! he's a cheater and he's going to hell. yeah he's pissing me off a lot. Then we went to the cottage, ate WEENERS hah and I took a nap and got up at 7. Then we watched Mystic River. It was good! I cried. Then we watched SECRET FUCKING WINDOW. but i didnt watch it really. I talked to James :-D. It was like yay. I also ate ice cream and wathced fireworks with Alli. I hung up with James, but then i had to tell him THE WORLD'S BIGGEST SECRET AND IT NEEDED TO BE TOLD so i called him back and told him. mhm. i went inside for the last part of Secret Window, then I stayed up drawing and writing until 2. FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN times. MONDAY!! the dad and the gpa were fighting so I woke up at like 11. We watched Price is right for a while then i got dressed and we left. I met my masha in Marlette and she had a JAGUAR. woo. lol yeah. i got taco bell on the way home and my mom called aunt dee and invited her to our house cause she kicks major BUM! yeah fun times man. Now im sitting here being cool. I miss you. I misss yooooouuuuuu. <3 Drea-GlassOfWater it's happening right now.

memoryyyyyy. [this shit was posted Friday, July 2nd @ 05;23a] hey, yeah james just left. we had fun. hes like in louve with franklin. he loves him more than me! =-o. lol frank is sexy tho so i don't blame him. heh. foon. i'm going to my dad's until monday or tuesday. we are going up north for the fourth. woo i havent been up there all summer cept for the wedding. yup can't wait. then i have the rest of july to myself cause the girls are gonna be at my dad's. so i'll see ya monday or tuesday. much gangsta LoVe. it's warmer where you're waiting it feels more like july there's pillows in their cases & one of those is mine it's happening right now.

edward. [this shit was posted Thursday, July 1st @ 11;26p] wow. this morning i kept waking up and going back to sleep and having this weird dream. i had a dream that i was in a war in germany and i saved a prisoner so one of the germans shot me and then i ran away and hid in a condo in america. my mom lvied in the condo and i told her about what happened but when i went to show her the bullet wound it was gone, there was just a bruise there. the germans almost caught me but i ran away again. then i ran away to up north and they had helicopters circling everyday. then i met this guy who said he lived in canada cause the germans were looking for him too so he said he'd take me with him even though i was only 14. i slept in his car that night and he told me he was in love with me and then i woke up. as the dream went on, i ran slower and slower. weird. it's happening right now.

sexx. [this shit was posted Thursday, July 1st @ 09;25p] it's james. ( uh-oh spaghettios ) it's happening right now.

rather waste my time with YOU. [this shit was posted Thursday, July 1st @ 03;59a] my journal's fucked because im messing with it. anywho, tonight has been like asjdksjdf. yeah me & james are cool. i dont know. i'm like so out of it that i went all emo. but now i've made two goals. james knows one of them and the other is to fuck that emo shyt. god its so gay and im never like that so damn it all to hell. i can't be mad at james either because he rocks so hard it makes all the madness just like disappear. he makes me smile. i'm sorry james. i hope my paragraph i wrote you on AIM made you feel better. love. it's happening right now.

s2 8-) [this shit was posted Wednesday, June 30th @ 10;41p] hey gangsTa! yeah i saw spiderman two with the family. well with adi & alli + 1. it was cool. it was super long though. it made me think alot. also it was depressing in some parts. i almost cried when the old lady was like "i miss your uncle ben." yeah im in love with him and i dont know what to do about it. 3 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

i rool more than you. [this shit was posted Wednesday, June 30th @ 01;39p] dude no one can beat this shyt. ( shittt son. ) aren't i the c-u-t-est? 2 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

dood no. [this shit was posted Wednesday, June 30th @ 12;12p] dora the explorer. she repeats herself a lot and swiper the fox isn't really a swiper, he takes stuff right in front of you very slowly, then gives it back five seconds later. whadda fuKk?! 4 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

[this shit was posted Tuesday, June 29th @ 09;46p] im getting a new journal. this one pisses me off. it's happening right now.

dood!! [this shit was posted Tuesday, June 29th @ 09;12p] [ mood | creative ] i have to redo my lay-out. it's happening right now.

the fight. [this shit was posted Tuesday, June 29th @ 01;47p] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | everlong ] hey. well the other night i had a huge fight with my step mom and my dad. allison pushed adrian into the fridge cause adi pissed her off (like always) & dad and nicole went crazy on her. i got scared for her because of what they did to me when i was little so i defended her and told them to shut up. they got all mad at me and so i bitched them out. then nicole left and my dad had a "talk" with me and alli. he basically blamed everything that ever happened to me, all of his abuse and everything, on my mom. i was like fuck you. yeah he will never change, like everyone says he will. it will never happen. anywho, today me n joe got in a fight and yeah. him and james talked. yes i know, a shocker. they are okay now which is good. me n joe are okay too but yeah..idk. james is probly coming over today. i need to give him a letter. it's sexxxyyyy. photobucket is pissing me off. >;o 1 It doesn't happen that often but it's happening right now.

"it's all your fault,"he said. "it's all your fault" [this shit was posted Monday, June 28th @ 07;58p] HEY BITCHESS!! yeah this weekend SUCKED ass. Im still at my dad's but this is one of those rare occasions when im allowed online. whoo. yeah. okay here's my weekend. friday it was okay. we went to the reception hall and decorated and ate pizza. then at like midnight me, jessica, jace, kirsten, and kylee all got in the car and were on our way to bad axe. we stopped a lot tho so it took three and a half hours. we stopped at meijers and me n jace were riding on those things old ppl ride on. =-o we got yelled at tho. then when we got to the hotel in bad axe, kirsten kept me up until 4:30 and we went to sleep. saturday we got up at 7 in the morning and went to wal-mart to get our hurr done for the wedding at around 8:30. at wal-mart, kirsten kept coughing an hour laand said she didnt feel good. then when she started to get her hair done, she said she felt light headed and then she passed out. she turned green adn she wasnt breathing. it was so scary. the ambulance came and got her. me & jessica cried. ah. yeah then some ppl went to the hospital, including the bride. and i went with some other people up north to get ready for the wedding, even tho the bride's sister was in the hospital. once we got up north i had this one chick mandy do my hair since we had to leave wal mart before i got mind done and i threw my dress on and some makeup and then an hour later i was walking down the aisle. yeah i was so afraid i was going to trip in the dressss. ah. yeah then after the wedding i drove down to flint with brad and paul nathan and my uncle kevin and aunt patsy. brad and paul nathan are foony as hell. ahah yeah. they are both 14 and yeah. brads my cousin and paul nathan is his cuzin form the other side. yeah they both have hemophilia but brad has it worse. its sad. anywho paul nathan kept hitting on me on the drive down. lol and i couldnt breathe becuz of the dress. yup. then at the reception kirsten kept throwing up so she hasd to go to the hospital again but she cam back later. the reception pretty much rocked tho. a lot of girls cried but not meeee. lol. i drank a lot cuz nicole and my dad and my aunt dee gave me a lot of liquor. so did my cuzins friend kristi. i was like WOOOO. lol yeah i wasnt drunk tho, only tipsy. paul nathan was drunk and he touched my boobs so i beat him up. mhm i rock. i danced with parker like the whole night lol. shes my three year old sis. awh. cute. yeah i danced with paul nathan (nicole gave me honey schnapps for that) and i danced with my cuzin tyler and kirsten and allison. i also had to dance with kristi cuz she couldnt stand up well cuz she was soo drunk off her ass. yeah. she spilled beer all over me. then we left at about 1 and nicole cried the whole way to kirsten's (where i spent the night) becuz she was so drunk/high. me n kirsten walked to shane's but he wasnt home so we just went back to her house and went to sleep at like 2:30. sunday me n kirsten got up at 1 and got something to eat then went back to sleep. we woke up around 5 and nicole was there to take me home. we went home and ate and stuff and i watched along came polly. then i got in a huge fight with my step mom and my dad got into it so i bitched him out. oh well they will neevr fucking change. fuck it. yeah. then i went to bed at like 2:30. mondaytoday's been boring kinda. all ive done is see my aunt karen and she gave me a cool bracelet, went to mcdonalds, rented some movies, and went to my little brother's baseball game. i talked to james too which was cool cuz i havent talked to him since forever. lol like 84 years. well im gonna go. ill update more tomorrow when i go home. im leaving my dad's at 5:30 or so. ps- joe pissed me off again. pss-i wrote a long letter. what i choose is my choice. it's happening right now.

mhm. [this shit was posted Friday, June 25th @ 02;43p] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | further seems forever ] last night was my mom's massage party. it turned out pretty well. i was sad because james didn't come but oh well. we will hang out a lot when i get back. but yeah me & jayson picked up joe and then we came home and played basketball with everyone. i kicked bum!! i won HORSE. i was like oooh yeah whos the best. mhm. after that sam & amanda came over and we all were hanging out outside until who pulls up but CARL AND DAVE. lol they are so foony. they brought a little friend named jr who didnt talk alot. they ate all my food and kept calling everyone fat but thats okay. also, according to dave my mom's hotter than me. she's a milf. lol but yeah amanda and sam left and then came back and then left again at like 10:30 and carl, dave, and jr left at like 11 and joe left at like 11:30. it was a good time and i laughed a lot and yeah. jayson got really drunk and was being kind of gay though. today my mommy woke me up and she was crying. i felt so bad. someone's mom was supposed to come and she didn't even call or anything and yeah. it just was really gay and it pissed me off a lot. yup yup yup. i have to go to my dad's pretty soon and im staying until tuesday which is good/bad. tonight is the rehersal dinner so i have to go to flint for that. then all the girls in the wedding are going to stay in a hotel by the cottage. then we are waking up at 8 to get our hair did. then the wedding is at 12 and the reception is back in flint at 6. im probly staying their until 1 and then going with my cuzin kirsten to shane's for a party. mhm. then sunday we will probly party too and probly monday too. ill probly go to my dads on monday and then coming back to my moms on tuesday. ah fun. but yeah. durn it though. i wish he would have came yesterday. but oh well i will call him lots and lots. im kind of mad at joe. but yeah. it's gay. I am the water, I am waves crashing onto you. I am the blank wave, I am the madness, the dark, the hunt, the cage, the race. I am rejection, I am redemption. I am desire for obligation, I am forever, but I could be never if thats what you want. I am the desert, I am oasis for strength, the weakness for argument's sake. I am rejection, I am redemption, I am desire for obligation, I am one step closer for you. Please tell me when you're through, because I may not be through with you. ♥♥♥ oh em gee. i love him. it's happening right now.

[this shit was posted Monday, June 21st @ 12;41p] hm, i got taco bell. oh yeah, my mom and jayson are officially back together. three cheers. 5 It doesn't happen that oftens but it's happening right now.

winterfresh mmhm. [this shit was posted Sunday, June 20th @ 11;30p] [ mood | confused ] [ music | i miss him ] i've updated a lot today. yeah im so awake right now, but if i laid down i'd fall asleep. i can't quit thinking now. i really need to talk to james but yeah. oh well fook it. it's to dying in another's arms, and why i had to try it. it's happening right now.

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